lyly

Tuesday, October 30, 2007















topshop bangle,10bucks onllyy(:
SYIR BUDAK SLENGE SIOT.GAHAHAH

I WANTTT.130+?if not wrong.GAH.

i no hope in love at all seh.
im ready to sacrifice anth;but fuccckkk.
unavailable?okay lahh.
all the best with any new girl u have.seriously.
im ready for anth that's coming my way.
idontcare if its gona hurt me super deep.
i give up ald.
just so you know;my love for you wil nvr change.
no matter what happens.
no matter who i go with;no matter who you go with.
tabah je lyana okey.
(':


town later.zooom.

Monday, October 29, 2007




bodo.aku hot je ko suker.
kimak ko takde konek la seh.
cb asdadascd.
fuck off.

bro's frens came for rayajust now.
i went out wif milo&syir .
went to myra's place but she cant go down.
pfft.alah.
tution.
then,blah.

____________________________
irdiane ; says:
do u wish u were isa for tonight?
irdiane ; says:
OKAY LAME
LYLY:] says:
isa ?
LYLY:] says:
yes
LYLY:] says:
then i'll start fucking *censored* all of a sudden
LYLY:] says:
GAHHHAHAHA
irdiane ; says:
.........
irdiane ; says:
and he will b like,
irdiane ; says:
OMG ISA STOP IT U FOOOL

LYLY:] says:
NYAHAHHAA.&ISA WILL BE LIKE OMG
LYLY:] says:
*censored* U HOTTIE.I MISS BEING TURNED ON
irdiane ; says:
then he slaps himself
LYLY:] says:
NYAHAHAHA
irdiane ; says:
............................
LYLY:] says:
HAHAHAHA
irdiane ; says:
kesian
irdiane ; says:
isa

______________________
HAHAHA.

It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even kno
There's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance,i Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes
I know you deserve much better
I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Let's start over, start over, start over
why are there still tears?

guess where,in bedok.

my body is aching mcm mampos.

& i still havent get back all my sleep cos i had to send my sister in the morning.
lykkk fuccckk.i cant sleep bck ald.dont ask why.
i miss him lyk hell that it fucking hurt when people tak bout him.
go die lyana.
maybe im gg out later.bye.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

im back?wooh.atc kicks ass.just wished there are many more hotter dudes:/
k thats all.lazy to blog?psssshhttt.

Everyday i pray you would accompany me when im lonely,
but you nvr came.
&i miss you so much that my feelings for you grow deeper each day.
dont fucking ask me why cos i feel lyk killing myself when i think about you.
i ignored a very cute mat hu asked for my no. jus cos i thought of you?
like fucking hell.wasted bodoh.& nothing's getting any better by doing so.
i cant help but to reminisce bout the past.
im sorry,i still cant erase all these fellings.
its too hard;

Thursday, October 25, 2007

camp from 26th to 28th,sunday.atc.
cool shiit.
fucking hell.menses JUST came out.fuck fuck.
i scared i kene all those ajaib stuff:/
people,doakan me okeeey(:

Seems like just yesterday you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall & be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right

I'm torn into pieces
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
you won't get to see the tears I cry

i opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be


For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

sculpture walk, all over orchard road today;for 2a&2b only.
let the pictures do the storytelling(:






you know ther's the slenge group in our class.& while waiting for the bus to take us back to school after the sculpture walk,shah&cp they all told me to shout anth & point to the skyy.

so i went in the slenge crowd,&shouted.

'EHH.ELEPHANT'while pointing up at the buildings.

surprisingly,they looked.

stupid pantats-.-


a designer shopp in one of the hotels.fucking nicceee.

i really really minat become interior designer.

look at the hangersss:(

danial sprayed guy's deodorant on me.stupid gay pantat.

deleted my blog out of my stupidity.
now i have to start all over again.

good.no more memories to reind me of the past.
lets start a-new(: