"thought our days would last forever,"

sometimes i just wish i could turn back time to my carefree days.
sometimes i just wish i would stop thinking of what others think.
sometimes i just wish i could do better for my unit.
sometimes i just think I'm such a failure.
sometimes i just think my life is aimless.
sometimes i just wish i could have my loved ones to myself,
where we can enjoy &have th time of our lives.

maybe i should just do whatever i think is right / good for me . yeah, maybe i should .

"someone who could love you more than i could,
someone who dares to stand where i stood."

moodswings. sorry whoever. &watch out.

i need to claim my concession pass asap. my form teacher is f. useless to th core.

"get th best out of it before its gone. "

______________________________________

i think you guys are just corrupted in every possible way there is .
good luck man.

i got some gel for my panau(s). i hope it will disappear, asap .

"I thought love was black and white, that it was wrong or it was right.
But you ain't leaving without a fight, &I think I am just as torn inside"

i'm not sure where im heading; im not sure who are th ones who will really catch me when i fall anymore.

sorry to whoever. period-moodswings.
its okay if you dont understand this post -.-

chem worksheet, booooringg .

&i just have to say something.
i hate it when people wears their caps as if they have no heads. in other words, their caps are flying above their heads. wah, i feel like smacking it down to fit their heads whenever i see them.
(referring to those typical mat wannabes).
&not only that. they wanna act cool but dislike people disliking them. &have th guts to ask ppl if they hate them. like, whaaaaat? isn't it obvious-.-
(referring to those typical mat wannabes in my tution)

yeah, just got back from tution and caps like passed my mind when i was writing my essay.
so friends, dont wear flying caps in front of me k. defeating th purpose of wearing a cap . not stye at all .

back to hw. bye :D

"without you ,
im seeing myself so differently ."

boom !
past few days has been okay. hah. i think . let's just start from yesterday.

marife narrative course. blaaaaah. then went to catch a movie with isa. the curious case of benjamin button? i would rate it 6/10 . story was kind of dragging-.- but it was interesting tho. then headed to bugis &waitred for his friends. saw syahir ally for th first time. didn't even knew it was him at first-.- &the rest came & they went to sheesha .
headed home at 9+ ?

anywaaaay . to all; isa's not my boyf okay. just wana clear people's misunderstandings / doubts(?)
no mood so study, i want to rant smth, but it will just make everyone's life difficult.
come to think of it, YOU, dont even have a true friend.

"Do you , do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful ? "

sry fr th previous post, i removed it . was being emotional , ahh.
i respect you buddy, so im removing it, for your sake .

fire drill was alright i guess. hot daaaay. people, dont complain. cos i even have to wear my thick uniform which made us sweat like PIGS being burnt alive .

i just read notes/ letters from 2008. from friends / loved ones. letters of apology, letters of friendship. letters of th past . definitely made me cry. &as i read one of them, i felt th same heart-stabbing kind of pain like when i read it in th past. &i just wonder again , why ? of all people. it made me think; he could even hurt me to that extend &just pretend everything was alright. i guess i was just living in a world full of lies then. be it friendship, or love.

dont terase. there's Amaths tmr. aaaaaaaaaaaaaah. holy shiiiiiiiit. i hate youuuuuuuuuuuu, stupid fat ass. i freaking hate it when u ask me to seat at th front to see your dinosaur face &force me to concentrate &treat me like im some stupid slenge ! tho i am at times. aaarghhhh. yeah, read this you kaypo teachers. whateverrrrrr _|_

something to look forward tmr ! PE ! tug of waaaaarrrr :D

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ABANG-GAY ku ! :D

i'll start with yesterday's outing+english course :D had marife from 10-1pm. beneficial course. then went cycling with my dear gfs :D bedah myra and his bro. while th others had to attend th 2nd part of th course. cycled from tamp to pasir ris. &topang-ed bedah at times.
IM STRONNG OKAAY :D

&todaay! I GOT A NEW PHOONNEEE~ its brown, like my wallet. evth seems to be brown now. haha . wokaaay, wont talk much . enjoy the pictureess i've taken since idk when, though my hair really sucks everyday ):

WO promotion;
_____________________

070209 ;




p.s. not meant to mean anything . everyone took pictures with th 'R' cos it looks cool (:

i was trying to climb onto th dinosaur -.-
MY ASS! :D

"&that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic."

oh look! :D

"i dont know what's right and real anymore,
&i dont know how im meant to feel anymore."

AS YOU KNOW , I DO NOT SAY 'HIYA ' . i guess SOMEONE , went in my account without me knowing &started to post nonsense again. hahahahha. so yea, th previous post isn't written by me (:
tujuan saya berada di sini ialah untuk mengucapkan,

SELAMAT HARI JADI KEPADA SI SENSAT(inside joke) INI (:

hahaha, it's difficult talking in malay like this-.- anywaaaay, we've come a long way, esp in our cca . when we were first in sjab-.- haha omg pathetic. but we nvr regretted right ? then to ncdcc, as privatesxzs (look at th picture!) . && now, its only like3 days to our last stage of promotion in th cca? hehe:D i've shared great moments with you, be it as my girlfriend or squadmate(: i've seen you never bathe for days, you have seen me like that too(hahahaha) you stay strong okay, do ur best in evth . studies dulu. then guys(worthy ones). like i said, u will find ur prince charming one day, or have you ? hahaha. okay then. all th best my dear sensat (:
___________________

&to you my dear buddy . dont worry . evth's gona be alright. not angry not mad not whatever, just disappointed. dont be too hard on urself kaay. i dont want ur apology, cos i dont need it in th first place. your life, your body, you decide what's best for you. loves ,

goodbye :D

hiya! lyly here...

WHEN I WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY.
WELL,I NEVER THOUGHT ID SAY IM FINEEEE, WITHOUT YOUUUUUUUU!



thats all i wanna say.