i wana f. die.
if all i do in you peoples life is menyusahkan korang.
then might as well i just kill myself kann?
i wana explore the world,
try out new stuff,cos i dont want to be wasting my life.
14 thisyear,i dont want to be wasting it.
it comes like f.ing once in a lifetime.
&&youre hitting my head lyk im somekind of animal
just cause dad isnt home &hes not here to protect me.
&u say i no respect go shout2 at you.
youre only a few cm away frm me &u started shouting first.
if i no respect for you,i think i kick ur ass balik ald oke.
mothafucka.
now my head hurts like fuck thanks to you.
if my skull is damaged or smth,well thanks.
id rather die than to hear you scream untrue stuff at me.
cause i rly think ure retarded.
why cant i have a normal mum like others?

my head seriously hurts.
things have been like f.ing difficult for me,
&im not strong like i used to be.
cos now,my heart's like in a million pieces.
thanks mum.thanks rad.
my head:(