i have a sudden urge to blog abt how i feel this year,
cos next week is gna be hectic.
and the following week school's reopening.gah.

i really miss last year,
oh godd,if only i hav a freakng time machine or smth.

why do people have to change?
yeah.were humans & were imperfect.
&people change.
but not for the worst! wtfh is happeninng.

friends come &go.true frens stay.
in this real world,ther is no such thing as godsiblings.
god,i hate that stupid idea.
please! even an extremely close pair of frens wont call each other 'adek' or anth.
but deep down,they love one another just like real sisters.
if u dont get what i mean, then whatever uh
-.-

&ive been thinking bout this problem that has been playing arnd in my head.
oh &i suggest anyone who's reading this,dont ask anth bout it yeah?(:

relatonship?
i really dont think i wna be i one.staying single is the best solution right?
i cant possibly cheat my feelings.
its rly dumb to be in one when u kno u wont get along well wif him/her.

&of course,being in a relationship now is temporary,
and most proly,u'll do like stuff wif them.
& thats reaaaaal bad.but what do we care right?

im not listening to anyone.so stop saying i am.
cos im doing what my heart&brain think is best for me.

&yeah,i guess i owe my parents alot.
i wna study hard first,and concentrate on ncdcc.
then, i can have fun.

this year, i think i was too distracted by my break up and evth.
and i was just being immature and emotional.
yeah,he was everyting a guy could be.many girls saying his damn kind and all.
but guess we werent meant to be.smth just went wrong,
but oh well,i shdnt be regretting now.just move onn(:
guys arent evth right?:/ go get married first lyanaaa(:

k i feel better.at least im not so confused anymore rigght,
next year,
ncdcc&studies.

you made me what i am today.all those tears i cried, it just made me stronger.you taught me how to appreciate what i have before they're gone.no one gets me the way you do.cos so far,youre the only one that can make my face go red in a sec.i hav no f.ing idea why.but i guess its just better this way.&youre on my heart just like a tattoo.150407(: