srsly not in the right state of mind.
thanks gfs fr making me feel better today.
came school wif retarded &swollen eyes.
dnt was until 6. then went to lepak wif wenjia meryl &melo .

oh god. im sick of this. why the fuck must u make me love? dude, stop thinking of other people first. uve always been doing that. isnt it time to think fr urself nw? &ure forever giving up on me. am i that difficult? gah. &mum's being a total ass these days. cant seem to think straight. oke, i miss u dude.

i have smth to say . but idk what.
i'll just stfu &keep it inside &let myself die slowly.
wooh. godamnit, fuck love uhh .

it has always been abt u .