i miss him so much that i brokedown all of a sudden .
i cant even get myself to study now. fuck it.
is it me , or did i rly hear his voice over th phone ? whatever lahh )':

i feel like taking pills to make myself sleep. or maybe banging my head against th wall will do.
ndp until 11.30 am tmr. waste time je go back and forth hq. pfft.
someone slack / study wimme after that ? ):

u chase my thoughts away, to a place wher im blinded by th light ;