!@#@$#% everythings f.ing falling apart .
just. talk lyly. go go. TALK &GET THINGS SETTLED. GO.
im so dead .

go away la. why cant i erase you.
tsktsk.

aniway, fought with mum again. had bloodshot eyes.
dah intrude into my privacy , abeh org ckp 'bastard sia' u say its bad language.
f. lahh . its not seh. its a slang . &i said bastard as in th good meaning, not th bad.
&sorry, but lucky. raised my hand, &i almost hit her back -.-

whateverr. im so sadsadasad. i dont know what i want.
someone, help . lyly, the past, is the past. gah .

even tho its diff now, you're still here somehow.
never wanted you to leave,wanted you to stay here ,
holding me. &i still shed a tear every once in a while.