i dont know where im heading. i dont know how im suppose to feel when you're not here . im about to , but somethings' pulling me back . like what joel said, no matter whoever i like, it will always come back to him . &i wish i could just shoot my head and forget all those memories that i ever had with him so i dont even know he ever existed in my life . urgh. i dont even feel right crushing on someone else-
it just isn't th same like last time ;