enjoy this stupid post(: hah.

i feel empty. i feel unloved. i feel uncared. i feel stupid. i feel weak &god damn tired. i feel sleepy. i feel useless. i feel that im tiring too hard to please others . i feel really unhappy. i feel angry. i feel i have lost pieces of puzzles in my life. i feel lost and confused. i feel lyk smoking th troubles away. nth makes sense to me. i feel that i have no one to turn to; not that i have no one, just that, i dont want to disturb my gfs. i cant stop th tears from running down. havent been myself lately. my thoughts tend to go farfar away these days.
i need your loving &caring arms to come and pick me up. i feel lyk im falling deep down.

oh &isa, im sorry if i hurt you. this is, how i treat a friend. blah .
NDP preview tmr ? god, give me strength to march under th scorching sun.
pfft, i sound so pathetic here. goodnight people.