ignore my previous post, wait no. just dont take it too seriously.
i saw a document &woo ~ got angry. so yeah. but wait, i wna rant about my cca. i've been keeping it inside fr long, so up to you to read yeah ? (:

firstly, im sorry if people think i like to over react bout my cca.
people might say , its just a god damn cca which u have to take during secondary school. ya ya , but its like smth i have passion in y'know. its like better than having nth good to do , &then resort to smth you're not supposed to do . you get wht i mean-.- heh .
so of coursee, when people somehow make my cca look bad, or even make it look like its some international UG (like GG or BB), of course i will get pissed.
like hellllooo ? its also a NATIONAL UG. &ncdcc deserves to be treated equally like ncc and npcc.
then we go ndp fr what? we help in th firedrill fr what ? WE PROVIDE FIRST AID FR WHAT. WITHOUT US YOU GUYS WOULD BE DEAD. k no, exaggerating . you get wht i mean.
so after all that my unit has done fr 2 years, we achieved quite alot you know. think . how would you feel if you're in some community, &you put in lots of effort in it, but th community doesnt help to bring your name up, or ask u to take part in an event which gives u an oppurtunity to let people know that you even exist. gah ,

secondly, we do not, get our ranks that easily. well for me, i didnt. i was thrown far far away from my comfort zone. no myra danial fawwaz or even hockmeng. i was in that stupid course alone where i didnt even know anyone from those schools. had to go back and forth hta like myself fr 5 days. &th course may last until 8 night .
&take a look at our uniform, badges &we also need to polish boots &starch our uniform, leceh kann. &yes, our sirs were fucking strict and NOT those typical mat bomba-.-
our cca is new, &it does have a new &different system which wants us to get our ranks faster so we will be able to cncentrate on our Os. dont you realise, how busy i am with my cca this year ? -.-
oh &i guess many people forgot, during th time we just converted frm sjab to ncdcc, we had to wait for our ranks for fucking long, &we stayed private. guess many ppl forget tht ? &they can say we change our ranks like fucking fast. THINKK !

so yaah, sorry if you think im over reacting-.- whatever. esp to UG people out there. put urself in my shoes. manpower sikit, skola dah bedok south. cca dah ncdcc. confirm many mat wannabes. i think it takes a much powerful person to run th unit, not me. but wht to do, dah jadi-.- but hey, what do you expect from th chairman of ncdcc-.- imagine lah , after all that you've put in a pioneer cca, sweat &tears (ey maybe even blood) , how can i not over react when my cca is like, looked down upon-.-

lastly, i really really want to go to Fawwaz's clt passing out parade. its at 6pm tmr, anyoneeeee free to go all th way to boon lay? -.-

wokay , im done((: