"she's got everything i have to live without,"

-when physics teacher doesn't give a damn about th class./

i feel lost . i feel cold. i feel like sleeping to just run away from all these shit that's happening . life is changing. feelings are changing. everyone is changing . either for th better, or worst . my unit's gonna crash &burn. future sncos are slacking. i've got to do something, fast. i cant give up on them although they're pathetic. sometimes i just wish someone can tell what's my faults so i can improve. so i can have a wake up call. i think i need one . hah .
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you know what ?
i feel like banging my head against my laptop. aaaaaaaaah!!!!
i fucking need to get this off my chest. i need to talk to some reliable person who would understand. i cant keep this inside any longer ! oh god. fuck you, you shd have kept your mouth shut ! D: