im missing u when im not suppose to .
thought my feelings faded away, but guess im wrong.
&looking at his picture jus makes me so, geram asdaf.
but at th same time, weak?
&great. im missing him too. as a fren.
shall not regret rejecting love.
cos it was waht i wanted right?
&yeah, guess i jus wanted what's best fr me.

boohoo.
i am not suppose to feel this way fr the both of u.
this succkks.

so disappointing of waht uve become.