dear you .

maybe i dont know what im giving up on. maybe all i need is time. but all i know now is, i have to do this. i have to let you go. it takes 2 hands to clap. i dont feel th same fr u th way u do. i dont even fucking feel lyk im in a relationship when actually im in one. &please, get this right. i didn't make use of you to forget him. i didnt lie to you. the feelings were real before th relationship. but i wasnt sure of it. &i guess it was a mistake to have went in a relationship in a short period of time. i did like you. &maybe love. but all i want now is just being single. cos i need the freedom. i want to achieve more in life. i want to get good grades, be a good cd chairman. &i kno, at this period of time, there's no need to be in a relationship, cos its just too much fr me to handle. &no, i didnt get together with u just to forget him. there were real feelings. just that it faded away when we got together. i guess i wasnt ready to commit myself in a relationship. you can say whatever u want. im a liar. i made use of you. tell ur brothers and friends that if you want. i dont mind. i know i didnt, &i kno myself well. &im doing this fr th good of everyone. sorry fr th false hopes. it was great meeting you. feelings do change. even i dont understand myself. so please, dont get back to ur old ways. do ur parents proud. studies. prove them u've rly changed. u can do it without me. im sure. till then, we'll go our separate ways. we can still keep in touch. if we were destined to be, we'll meet again in th future. beleive in god okay ?

yours truly,
lyly .