oh goodd . help. idk what to do . im messed up . what do i want ? they have been telling me to listen to my heart. but my heart still wants to wait & continue loving him. bt i kno i cant, cos i i have to move on & i do have feelings fr him . kay, now what ?

and to him , im sorry.
but i cant keep lying bout my feelings to you . cos its just as a close friend .

oke, this made me brokedown for idk what reason . im just, lost . &idk where to go .