shitshit. exco review of th whole year is like due tonight , &im not even halfway through. plus! i still have some cca admin to do. omggod. diedie . see la, procastinate some more -.-

hehehe, he just called(: okay dah, wdv lyly. bye .
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seriously, wtfuck is your problem. always say 'dont playplay with me'. what are you trying to do ? threaten us ? fuck lah . i cant even stand looking at you shout all those stupid stuff at us. part of it untrue. i did my job as a sister. i brought nurul out, bought her food. then what, bathe also must tell her. no right ? during training i had to entertain your fucking stupid attitude. before you come home evtm , i will try &make sure evth's clean. what else do you fucking want. we have feelings to y'know. we're not ur children? well, i can say that i cant belief you're my mum. why cant i have a normal mum like others, who's kind and soft. youre like so fucking violent tht im scared of you. no wonder i've nvr shared my problems with you. cos i cant. yes you didnt do anything to me, you didnt beat me up or wdv shit since idk when. but still. sometimes words can hurt more. all the false accuses. i dont fucking understand. im fucking stressed with some admin work and stuff &all you can do is make it hard for me. you can take my money. but not my phone. cos seriously , im holding on to so many responsibilties now,