school's starting tomorrow , which means, mid years are nearby ):

okay, i miss alot of people currently. maybe this picture is famililar to some(: look closely at th words!
it's not th wrong spelling, it's 'HALS'. &yes, i fucking miss them like hell currently. everyone's busy with studies, their own cliques, family probs , relationships. &our outing that was supposed to be last week was even cancelled due to some reasons):

i remember th first day in Japan. i miss trying to freeze th icecream in th toilet sink; jumping on th bed &being so uncivilised-.- ; getting so excited over th ice machine outside th hotel corridor, running in and out as if we own th whole floor; &most of all , just pouring our feelings/problems out among th 4 of us. we weren't close then but somehow, we just felt comfortable sharing our heart's content. &i would really looovve another one of those 'dialougue sessions', cos i guess i rly need one now.

but i guess everyone's busy with their own life now . i remember one of us saying. what will happen after th trip? will all of us still acknowledge each other &make time for each other or will we be just total strangers. gosh, i hope that never will happen. k enough , can cry sia .

&of course, not forgetting my beloved unit(: didn't know i'd be sooo into this cca when i first converted to it during sec2. slowly, my passion for this cca just grew, god knows why. ups &downs were shared together with my 2 seniors, clarence and fawwaz. &those who converted along with me, hockmeng danial &myra . although we had little manpower, we received help from other UGs too. but of course, it was fawwaz who went through fuckloads of shit as he was th only sec4 left standing-.- soon, 4 of us took over &i really want to see th unit excel.

esp since its th 1st year we're getting tested for th UOPA &its my freaking last year-.- i guess i've done what i could, just leave it to god eh ? although some of them betul2 cekik darah. but i promised to do my best to change ppl's pandangan of my unit(: this cca has really mould me into a better person &i thank god fr that (:

well, if i can sweat &maybe even get injured fr my cca &excel in it, why not fr my studies right(: