"should have started running long long time ago, "

just finsished helping put my bro's cupboard tgt, & clearing up th kitchen. good daughter eh(:
&i thought i'd blog something out as this is th best way to express my feelings.

p.s. if you guys want to kpo2 read, can.. but if you got negative comments, just keep it to yourself, kay? (:

it's been one of th best moments of my life to be your cool and bestest buddy (maybe more) , &i really treasure each moment i spend with you. you know &i know how we feel fr each other. &knowing my character , well, you should know that i want to get what i want &i do what i want; like i dont like people controlling my actions and having to care what others feel &make my life more complicated cos you're jealous or angry. cos hey, i am single &i can do whatever i like(: right? &i really really hold strongly to my beliefs like 'no such things as love now', 'studies my priority now'. okay, i'll get to th point. i fucking hate it when you said that you took Os just to be with me fr another year. that totally sucks, & it's just plain stupid coming fr you. you flung ur common tests. hey, its not just some stupid test okay, those test shows how you've been coping with th first few topics of th year. &you cant even pass that? how do you know that you'll ever be ready fr Os if you dont take your tests seriously? what, you want to repeat th mistake ur 'brother' made ? gosh, pls. dont waste your time taking Os, if you choose to fail Os , might as well take th ite route right ? like, why waste a fucking year to just see my fucking face. dont tell me, love ah love? dumbshit, love fucking dont exist now. in a few years time, you'll just forget me , find someone new and better out there, who's worthy of your love when you're an adult alr. im not trying to make u upset or asking you to back out in th Os or wdv(which you cant) , just asking you to fucking WAKE UP YOUR IDEA. cause i really fucking care as a fucking close friend. what happened to your dreams to prove to everyone that you cn make it to JC? huh ? my dear isa, please, work hard fr your Os . NOT fr me, but fr yourself, okay? peace kay , dont beat me up when you see this (:
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i saw something. THAT SMIRK . ahh !