i feel like shit. i feel like breaking down.
&th best part is, i have no fucking idea why.

whats this rubbish in front of me , wtfuck am i studying for. im fucking sick of everything &i have cold sweat now when th fan is on. stress? maybe. im suddenly irritated by whoever's msging me right now(sorry if i didnt reply). im sick of you being irritating &wasting my time entertaining ur nonsense when i really dont wanna argue. im sick of studying when half of th stuff im studying for isnt of any use in my future.im sick of denying what i really feel just because i hate th fact that i feel that way, like wtfuck am i thinking?! & idk why youre going out often , when theres a camp this june, what if u cant go ? hais. suddenly whats right in front of me seems to be meaningless. gosh, am i sensetive or what these days. i think im just tired. back to revision, idiot.


tied together with a smile , but you're coming undone..