im afraid.
i think i wont be posting much next week.
i miss my gfs lyk hell. i wish i can escape frm mum &meet them.
gna have snco course tmr. alone. &guess which school im gg with.
st pats. those fucking sgts i bullied during ndp rehearsel. plus idk what other schools thats gg uh .
&i still have to prepare a presentation fr th course. i think im gna do first aid. or shd i do on cpr ?
gna spend my whole fucking 4days waking up at 4+ to travel to boon lay,
&reaching home at 8. then thursday night got tution until 9.30;
then maybe gg to aiport that night jgak. cos friends plan to go earlier. idk why.
&then, next morning fly ald.
oh god.

i can breakdown anytime. mom's putting even more pressure.
yea, fought with her again jus now. and zooom, evth came out.
i cried, she cried. z.
i need someone to talk to .
i need you. yes you, th you i've always wanted.