now what do i do ? can i rly trust guys ? cos seriously, wht they say always turns out th opposite. im fucking sick of crying. i dont feel like gg fr training tmr but i cant. im fucking lost bout evth in this whole wide world.

&S. idk why, but im reaaaaly sorry. i really felt like fck &i didnt mean to talk bout my past &all those shit. yeah you wont be reading this cos ure at some pulau now, but wdv. ahh ,

just when it seems evth would be alright ,
just when it seems i knew what i was doing,
then this stupid feeling come back. miss independent ah ? wtfuck,