yes, i do know how to play,

oh-kayy , im back. i had fun during my trip (pictures @ multiply ) &th NCO camp . NCO camp; i was just looking froward to footdrill. footrill is like my playground man. haha, but most of th parade square is taken up by either netball or npcc. god, its a PARADE SQUARE. not a sports place. why do you think they're making a sports hall-.- &wait, ncdcc was th first to be at th parade square. ever heard of 1st come 1st serve? you shd stop thinking YOU, own th parade square. cause you dont. lets just see who's gna win when th ugs will be using th parade square almost everyday before cca fair yeah? so fawwaz was like dedicating a song to th botak guy. hahaha. damn funny. &we had to give way, &share th carpark with other ugs most of th times. do you know its dangerous, esp when u have to use th part where thers a hill?-.- i hope th sports hall opens soon !

kay i have to rant. up to you to read. i wont care who will read; which friend, which guy, whoever. i've thought bout all these duirn my trip &i've realised some things.

i realised i havent been spending time with gfs that much that theyre not th ones who i share my problems with .
i realised those who rly cared fr me, are th ones who has always been advicing me &stuff. th ones who is always willing to wait &give me second chances. th one who accepts me for who i am. th one who fucking knows me well .
i realise what my bestfriend said was true on th night i went to wenjia's chalet.
i realised i've been a fucking bitch to alot of guys, &i owe thema fucking apology .
i realised i have been putting my cca as my priority rather than family that i'd rather go cca than follow them fr a holiday fr the past school holidays.
i realised halals isnt as close as before due to some stuff . why cant we be like when we're in japan ?
gosh, i dont know what to do now .
new year's resolution ? won't put it here, but i guess i know wht i wana change/achieve .

sometimes perfection can just be perfect hell when you dont realise it .

okay, i've got most of it off my chest. now, there will surely be people questioning me, this &that. ugh. okay, i'll just concentrate on th cca fair. well, my cca is like th only thing tht makes me satisfied always. heh . bye .