hi blog. i'll just keep things to myself. since i dont think anyone cares or feels th same way. i miss people, i miss the carefree days. people change, i change. i think im thinking too much of what everyone thinks, or rather, what they MAY BE thinking.

ku hodoh. aku digelar hodoh. uglyuglyugly. why not just disappear from this worrrrrlddddd if im so freaking uglaaaaaaay. this name calling is making my self esteem low. i dont know since when i take this kind of thing to heart. maybe cos i get it too often. hahaha. gosh, idk why im writing this down,

hahahaha. stupid bitch, just stop functioning ur brain. since when i started writing this kind of shit on my blog. idk. im just so freaking pissed and my mind is everywhere; from family to girlfriends to halals to studies to cca to almost evth.

sorry if im putting evth down here like frankly. thats why th font is small. to whoever who bother reading this till here, you just wasted ur time, hhaha. i reeaaaaaaaaaaly dont know who to turn to. &sometimes, u just talk to urself, like what im doing now. fuckfuck , hahaha. bye blog.